Monday, June 13, 2011 @ 6:44 PM
The night before.. ur parents aint home yet.. i accompanied u all the way from 10pm to 1230am under ur void deck..

Until the point where my last bus ride home have already left.. I told u i cant take bus anymore as its pass the last bus timing and tat i need to walk home.. 1 and a half hour walk home.. Maybe i expected too much.. but u did not seems concerned at all.. abt me walking home in the middle of the night.

Lucky thing is i remembered tat there is the night rider bus. i waited for the bus from 1230 until 1.25am. u did not bother smsing me to pei me thur my journey home. halfway thur the journey my phone no batt.. and i had to walk thur this long dark park before reaching my home..

For once i scare myself as i really feel and hear something following me behind.. i was scared out of my pants. goosebumps all over.. and my phone is dead i cant contact u... so i walked damn fast and got home sweating..

Immediately i charged my phone and it took the phone 10 mins before it can boot up.. when it finally booted up, i was upset.. why? not even a single sms asking me am i ok or have i reach home..

Nevermind.. i sms u.. it took u half an hour to reply me.. and wat were u doing? removing ur nail polish... so removing nail polish more impt then me...? 230am.. i smsed u asking u why u dun bother asking if i am home anot.. u replied 'are u home?'

Sigh.. its all these little things tat shows how much u care for me... i am not asking much from u...

One good question here.. do u love me still as much as when this relationship is starting out? or issit fading away? slowly fading away tat u dun seems to take notice...? are u subconsciously taking me for granted already? tat i will be there when u need and when there is no need u can just leave me alone..? are u slowly taking me for granted subconsciously too?

when i really wan to talk things out with u and settle it work things out as a couple in the interests in this relationship, u choose not to listen and went to my bed covering urself with the pillow.. what does this shows?

Ah crap........................................